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They found this guy in Maine
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who had been living
completely alone in the woods
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for 30 years.
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They called him the last true hermit.
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30 years without the warmth of human touch.
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Without conversation.
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The hermit felt more lonely
when he was out in the world...
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Alex! Alex!
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Than he ever felt in the woods by himself.
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Surrounded by people but
drowning in solitude...
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That kind of loneliness?
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Can swallow you whole.
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Hey! I texted you.
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Yeah, I saw that. I was busy.
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Well, Cristina would've responded.
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That's not how it works.
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Not if she was doing what I was doing.
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You pause. That's the rule.
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What? If the text is urgent,
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Cristina would say to Owen, "pause,"
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and I would say to Derek, "pause,"
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then we'd text each other back.
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- In the middle of sex?
- If the the text is urgent.
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The fact you are checking
a text while you're doing it
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- is already sad.
- We had a special ringtone.
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Hey, you want a special ringtone?
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No. Wait, this pause thing...
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Like, your legs are in the air
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- and you're screaming and...
- Pause.
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No, I don't pause. Jo doesn't pause.
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She fast-forwards and she rewinds,
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- but she doesn't pause.
- Okay, that's gross.
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Do you wanna scrub in on my I.V.C. sarcoma?
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- Is it a kid?
- No.
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Then no. Why?
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Because I want some company.
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- Get a resident.
- I have a resident.
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- I want a grownup.
- Bye.
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Cristina would've scrubbed
in. You're no good at this.
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Bailey!
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You wanna scrub in on my I.V.C. sarcoma?
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Well, you don't need me for
that. Don't you have a resident?
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Residents are boring. All
they wanna do is learn.
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Come on. It's gonna be good.
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It's all over the liver, hepatic vein.
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It's gonna be bloody and gross.
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Does look like fun.
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Page me when you're
ready. See you in the O.R.
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Adrian Nelson, 51. Presents
with abdominal pain.
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Scans show a leiomyosarcoma
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behind the liver, including the I.V.C.
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What's the surgical plan?
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Laparotomy to isolate the vessel,
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resect the tumor, and
then replace with a graft.
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It's a pretty straightforward
procedure, Adrian.
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I don't foresee any problems.
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Could I ask you to...
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I... It's silly. Never mind.
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What is it?
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She wants you to... to swear on the book.
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"The odyssey."
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It's... it's the first
book I ever sold Adrian.
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The day we met.
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Michael's a rare book vendor.
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Our hands touched when
I was ringing her up...
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And it was... It was such a high.
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It was electric.
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We were both too shy to ask for a date.
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So I wrote my number on a bookmark.
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I saw it as soon as I got
home, and then I called.
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We've been together ever since.
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This book, it's... it's...
it's our wedding ring.
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Could you swear on the book, Dr. Grey,
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- that you'll do your best?
- It would mean so much.
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Dr. Wilson, too.
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- Sure.
- I swear.
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So Dr. Wilson will prep you,
and I'll see you up there.
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They're adorable.
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They're weirdos.
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Okay, you're gonna feel
a little bit of pressure.
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And this will tell us conclusively
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if the osteogenesis
imperfecta is type II or III?
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- Yeah.
- It's probably type III though, right?
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I mean, so far there's been no
indication of fetal distress.
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Well, we'll know soon enough.
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It'll be okay. O.I. type
III, it's hard, sure,
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when there's surgeries and
challenges, but we're surgeons.
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We can... We can handle challenges, right?
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- Mm-hmm.
- I mean, we'll...
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We'll still be able to give
our baby a wonderful life.
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Right?
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Many type III babies live
very, very happy lives.
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Shouldn't Dr. Herman be doing this?
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Mm, it's a very routine procedure.
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Dr. Herman is the big gun.
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We only fire the big gun
when we need the big gun.
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I'm the little gun, so...
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Let the little gun work.
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Thank you so much. I know that
took up a lot of your time.
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I just wanna get all of the views
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with the thinnest cross sections I can get.
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And I find that adorable.
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You really think you can
pull off your plan, huh?
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I've got all your past medical records.
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Once I get a firm grasp
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on the roads your other
surgeons took to get to "no,"
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I can cut away a clear path to "yes."
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By the time I'm done with your tumor,
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I'm gonna be able to tell you
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what street this bastard grew up on
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- and where it lost its virginity.
- Hmm.
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Well, you certainly are confident.
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- Thank you.
- Or delusional.
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One of the two.
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It's hard to tell.
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They look so similar.
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So I think we need to talk
about what we'll decide
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if it turns out the baby's type III.
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I already told you, he won't be.
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Yeah, I know that's what you
believe. So do I, obviously.
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But if he is type II,
then it's so terrible...
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- I know.
- And fatal...
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Usually.
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All right? And before
that, it's even worse.
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I... I know all of this. I just...
I don't wanna talk about it.
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But we should talk about
it. We need to talk about it.
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Why? Why can't we just wait until tomorrow?
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Because we should have
a plan. What do you mean?
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Okay, well, uh, what do you wanna do?
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That's what I'm saying.
I think we should decide.
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No, no. I'm... I'm...
I'm asking what you want.
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I want for us to figure this out together.
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I don't... I don't think that's true.
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I think that you already
know what you would wanna do.
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- So...
- What?
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Just... yeah, just say it out loud.
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- Don't...
- Right now. Well, what do you wanna do?
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If our baby is type II, I...
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I think we should terminate.
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And I don't care whether our
baby is type II or type III.
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Either way, I wanna keep him.
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Wh... April.
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I told you I didn't wanna talk about this.
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Look at all these adhesions.
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No way to see 'em coming.
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Sneaky little bastards
won't show up on the scan.
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And there's more of them posteriorly, too.
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I need some more exposure.
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You're thinking of extending the incision?
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I have to. I can't see what's up in there.
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This tumor just keeps coming.
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And all the landmarks are obscured.
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I'm lost in here. It's like going in blind.
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Hey, uh, would you bring
those scans closer, please?
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Yes, Doctor.
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See, the tumor should be in
the suprahepatic I.V.C. only.
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That can't be right.
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It doesn't show any further local invasion.
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Show me the coronal view?
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What's the tumor doing
all the way over there?
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That's what I want to know.
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How old are these scans?
They're only two weeks old.
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And they're completely outdated.
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I mean, this thing is growing too fast.
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Nothing is where it's supposed to be.
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Tumor has extended to
the I.V.C. tributaries.
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- Yeah, these scans are useless.
- I can't see what I'm doing.
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Oh, God. It's also spreading
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- through the diaphragm.
- Suction.
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- I can't even see where...
- Neither can I.
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Don't touch that. It's tearing.
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Well, the tumor's extended all
the way up between the lungs.
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Someone page cardio!
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It's all the way up into the pericardium.
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Get the suction out. Don't
touch it. Don't do anything.
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Page... page cardio 9-1-1!
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We gotta get out. Everybody out. Hands off.
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What are we doing? What's going on?
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Can someone say something?
What are we doing?
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It's spread from her major
blood vessels to her liver,
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diaphragm, pericardium,
maybe even her heart.
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How can one tumor grow this big this fast?
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- It is everywhere.
- It's a monster.
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So what do we do?
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I have no idea.
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Sync and corrections by Albanda
www.Addic7ed.com
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Michael, I'm afraid Adrian's tumor
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has grown considerably
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and it's now reaching around her heart.
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So Dr. Pierce is here.
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Her... her heart?
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It's entangled through
the vein that stretches up
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from her liver to her heart.
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And it's growing more
rapidly than anticipated.
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So we need to take her for more MRI's
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so we can see how extensive
the tumor's growth is.
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Now there's all of you.
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Three doctors.
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Three is a lot.
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Look, um, Odysseus didn't
return to Ithaca all by himself.
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He needed a lot of help,
right, from the Phaeacians?
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Well, we're the Phaeacians.
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You want all the Phaeacians you can get.
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We are going to figure this tumor out.
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Oh.
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Mmm! So light.
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And it's last year's model.
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We're weeks away from unveiling
one that will weigh 30% less.
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- Mm.
- Wow. Very impressive.
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Your project is impressive.
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Robotic limbs for injured vets?
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Sexy as hell.
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And we at Cybersystems are
dying to climb into bed with you.
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Well, that's very flattering.
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- Mm-hmm.
- Good. I want it to be.
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I'll leave you this folder
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so you can go over the materials.
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I'll be in Seattle another day,
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so please, call me if you need... anything.
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Thank you. Thank you for coming in.
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So... What do you think?
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- I think you should definitely go for it.
- Really?
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'Cause I was not that impressed
with these transducers.
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What? No.
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No, those... those things are crap.
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I'm talking about her.
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Her vibes? You didn't feel her vibes?
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Major vibage for Major Hunt.
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You read that totally wrong.
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Oh, please.
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"Your project's sexy as hell.
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Ooh, ooh, let's climb into bed."
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I was actually uncomfortable.
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Stop it!
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There you are. Where have you been?
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I was performing a C.V.S. on April Kepner.
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We're just waiting for the
results. God, I hate waiting.
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In peds, it is... it's much easier.
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You know, the parents are right there.
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And... and you talk to them,
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and then their kid is right there,
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so they can hold them
close and hope for the best.
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The cat's on the roof.
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With this, there's no kid to hold.
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The problem feels so theoretical.
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You know, there's no cat, there's no roof.
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There's just two scared parents
feeling totally helpless.
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And you've had the results rushed?
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Yeah. I should get them in, like, 24 hours.
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Well, then there's nothing
more to do about it today,
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which is good.
252
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I have been working miracles.
253
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I have found us the most
incredible surgeries,
254
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all for the next few weeks.
255
00:11:17,102 --> 00:11:19,765
Look, a T.T.T.S. in a 19-weeker.
256
00:11:19,790 --> 00:11:22,838
A 21-week T.R.A.P. sequence
that needs an R.F.A.
257
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A unilateral pulmonary agenesis.
258
00:11:24,989 --> 00:11:26,979
And that is just the beginning.
259
00:11:27,004 --> 00:11:29,639
- The beginning of what?
- Your crash course.
260
00:11:29,664 --> 00:11:32,666
I have hunted down the most screwed up,
261
00:11:32,691 --> 00:11:35,092
medically compromised
fetuses that I could find,
262
00:11:35,117 --> 00:11:37,152
and I'm bringing them
all here to this hospital
263
00:11:37,177 --> 00:11:39,512
for you to learn and us to save.
264
00:11:39,568 --> 00:11:40,927
And you'll get to fix them all?
265
00:11:40,952 --> 00:11:42,085
We will.
266
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Start reading.
267
00:11:46,225 --> 00:11:47,425
You can thank me later.
268
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Mm.
269
00:11:53,320 --> 00:11:55,954
And then... and this sounds
crazy, I know, so don't even...
270
00:11:55,979 --> 00:11:57,713
I'll... I'll build in a distribution
271
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of a radioactive seed during surgery,
272
00:12:00,349 --> 00:12:03,306
keeping Dr. Herman's tumor
bed free of recurring cells.
273
00:12:03,331 --> 00:12:04,790
I thought you were gonna use a laser.
274
00:12:04,815 --> 00:12:07,099
I am. I already did. We're way past that.
275
00:12:07,124 --> 00:12:08,250
Try and keep up.
276
00:12:08,275 --> 00:12:11,170
Uh, I'm sorry, Shepherd, but
this is a great opportunity
277
00:12:11,195 --> 00:12:12,829
- for them to learn.
- I know. It's fine.
278
00:12:12,864 --> 00:12:15,398
The laser is for ablating
cells off the optic nerve...
279
00:12:15,433 --> 00:12:17,080
It's a massive butterfly glioma.
280
00:12:17,105 --> 00:12:19,369
Well, it's not just massive. I mean...
281
00:12:20,071 --> 00:12:21,371
- It's magnificent.
- No, no, no.
282
00:12:21,482 --> 00:12:24,013
I mean that, won't a laser take months?
283
00:12:24,038 --> 00:12:26,433
Again, uh, before that, I'll be using
284
00:12:26,458 --> 00:12:29,176
the ultrasonic surgical aspirator
to mush and flush the cells,
285
00:12:29,210 --> 00:12:31,511
then the sexy laser and the... Yeah.
286
00:12:31,546 --> 00:12:32,601
I'm sorry. I'm just lost.
287
00:12:32,626 --> 00:12:34,118
Um, you were just talking
about laser ablation.
288
00:12:34,143 --> 00:12:35,577
So is that confined to the optic chiasm
289
00:12:35,612 --> 00:12:37,679
- or will that extend...
- Guys, step back.
290
00:12:37,714 --> 00:12:42,076
Look at the whole big,
beautiful, shapely thing.
291
00:12:42,101 --> 00:12:45,770
Every part of this tumor's
body will respond differently.
292
00:12:45,837 --> 00:12:48,074
You will need a multitude of approaches.
293
00:12:48,099 --> 00:12:50,301
You will have to be gentle with one part
294
00:12:50,335 --> 00:12:51,468
and rough with the other.
295
00:12:51,503 --> 00:12:53,571
That is the only way she will respond.
296
00:12:53,605 --> 00:12:54,972
Get it?
297
00:12:55,006 --> 00:12:56,473
I don't see tumors the way she does.
298
00:12:56,508 --> 00:12:58,905
Didn't five surgeons say
299
00:12:58,930 --> 00:13:01,531
any one of these approaches
would likely kill the patient?
300
00:13:01,866 --> 00:13:03,300
Six.
301
00:13:03,334 --> 00:13:05,869
But none of them tried
it all at the same time.
302
00:13:05,903 --> 00:13:07,070
It should work.
303
00:13:07,104 --> 00:13:09,973
Maybe we should start over
again from the beginning.
304
00:13:09,998 --> 00:13:11,214
Okay.
305
00:13:12,133 --> 00:13:15,535
I will begin with a,
uh, bifrontal approach.
306
00:13:15,570 --> 00:13:17,904
Is that the right atrium? I can't tell.
307
00:13:17,939 --> 00:13:19,740
Everything looks like mush.
308
00:13:19,774 --> 00:13:21,541
Well, look at this angle right here.
309
00:13:21,576 --> 00:13:23,295
Is that invading the right atrium?
310
00:13:23,320 --> 00:13:24,487
I think that's a motion artifact.
311
00:13:24,522 --> 00:13:26,651
- Crap.
- Adrian's back in her room.
312
00:13:26,676 --> 00:13:28,644
Stable for now. How we doing here?
313
00:13:28,669 --> 00:13:30,737
Has the cyclops revealed himself?
314
00:13:30,771 --> 00:13:31,795
The cyclops?
315
00:13:31,820 --> 00:13:33,724
Well, the patient's a fan of "The Odyssey,"
316
00:13:33,749 --> 00:13:35,450
so I'm calling the tumor the cyclops
317
00:13:35,485 --> 00:13:37,185
'cause it's a big, ugly monster.
318
00:13:37,220 --> 00:13:39,132
And I feel like I'm working with one eye
319
00:13:39,157 --> 00:13:42,591
because I can see it, but I can't
get a sense of the whole thing.
320
00:13:42,625 --> 00:13:44,430
Every view is incomplete.
321
00:13:44,455 --> 00:13:48,158
Okay, what if we get a new
set of scans, with contrast,
322
00:13:48,192 --> 00:13:50,060
this time with 3-D reconstruction?
323
00:13:50,094 --> 00:13:51,561
Well, the woman's lying open in her bed.
324
00:13:51,595 --> 00:13:53,286
We don't have time for
a lot of trial and error.
325
00:13:53,311 --> 00:13:55,112
I just wanna reach in and grab it.
326
00:13:55,147 --> 00:13:58,515
Well, we could go in with
these, but, yeah, I can't see.
327
00:13:59,651 --> 00:14:01,953
If I could just hold it in my hand
328
00:14:01,978 --> 00:14:03,621
so that I could see it...
329
00:14:04,089 --> 00:14:05,338
Holy crap.
330
00:14:05,363 --> 00:14:07,337
- What?
- She's having an idea.
331
00:14:07,362 --> 00:14:09,405
I already had it last
year, and it's brilliant.
332
00:14:09,430 --> 00:14:11,893
We are going to print it.
333
00:14:12,112 --> 00:14:13,330
The whole tumor.
334
00:14:13,398 --> 00:14:15,841
I tried it with the portal
veins, but it's not working.
335
00:14:15,866 --> 00:14:17,967
But with this, we don't
need it to function.
336
00:14:17,992 --> 00:14:19,426
She's got a functioning tumor.
337
00:14:19,451 --> 00:14:21,219
We just need to be able to see it
338
00:14:21,244 --> 00:14:23,555
- so we know how to kill it.
- Know your enemy.
339
00:14:23,580 --> 00:14:24,988
- Is this gonna work?
- It'll work.
340
00:14:25,013 --> 00:14:26,451
Ooh, 2% left to upload.
341
00:14:26,476 --> 00:14:27,876
This is how we beat this thing.
342
00:14:27,910 --> 00:14:30,045
This is how we get visualization.
343
00:14:30,079 --> 00:14:34,470
We are going to have a
tangible, anatomically correct
344
00:14:34,495 --> 00:14:37,297
3-D model of this exact tumor,
345
00:14:37,331 --> 00:14:38,838
and correlate to the adjacent organs...
346
00:14:38,863 --> 00:14:40,630
- Done!
- Loaded!
347
00:14:54,902 --> 00:14:57,247
In 10 hours.
348
00:14:58,549 --> 00:15:02,061
The longest documented surviving
type II case that I could find
349
00:15:02,086 --> 00:15:03,584
lived for all of 18 months.
350
00:15:03,609 --> 00:15:05,924
In an I.C.U. his entire life,
351
00:15:05,949 --> 00:15:08,150
hooked up to a feeding
tubes and a ventilator.
352
00:15:08,184 --> 00:15:09,551
That's not a life.
353
00:15:09,586 --> 00:15:11,286
That's not a life I want for my son.
354
00:15:11,321 --> 00:15:13,589
I... of c... neither do I. I...
355
00:15:13,623 --> 00:15:15,378
Okay. So then how can you...
356
00:15:15,403 --> 00:15:17,717
Because we don't know what will happen.
357
00:15:17,742 --> 00:15:19,743
We don't even know if he's type II.
358
00:15:19,777 --> 00:15:21,129
Okay, but what if he is?
359
00:15:21,423 --> 00:15:23,446
Any amount of time that he survives...
360
00:15:23,471 --> 00:15:24,958
Any amount of time that he lives will be...
361
00:15:24,983 --> 00:15:26,650
Will be with us,
362
00:15:26,684 --> 00:15:27,784
- in our arms...
- Yes.
363
00:15:27,819 --> 00:15:29,987
Knowing that he's loved and wanted.
364
00:15:30,021 --> 00:15:32,255
And his bones can break if you touch him.
365
00:15:32,290 --> 00:15:34,291
His bones can break if
we're changing his diaper.
366
00:15:34,325 --> 00:15:36,227
We're doctors. We can handle it.
367
00:15:36,252 --> 00:15:37,752
If... if anyone can handle it, we can.
368
00:15:37,787 --> 00:15:39,087
I'm not saying we can't handle it.
369
00:15:39,121 --> 00:15:41,521
I'm asking if we should.
Yeah, we're doctors.
370
00:15:41,546 --> 00:15:44,151
Maybe we are better equipped to
make an educated decision here.
371
00:15:44,176 --> 00:15:46,811
And maybe we were given
this baby for a reason.
372
00:15:46,845 --> 00:15:48,220
April.
373
00:15:50,015 --> 00:15:51,249
You called your mom.
374
00:15:51,283 --> 00:15:53,885
Yeah. People need their mom in a crisis.
375
00:15:53,919 --> 00:15:55,537
No, not everybody does.
376
00:15:55,562 --> 00:15:58,691
I came as soon as I got your call, sweetie.
377
00:15:58,716 --> 00:16:01,652
It's okay. Everything's gonna be okay.
378
00:16:01,677 --> 00:16:03,120
I'm here.
379
00:16:05,038 --> 00:16:07,039
Are you working today?
380
00:16:07,332 --> 00:16:09,567
- No.
- Then let's get out of here.
381
00:16:09,601 --> 00:16:11,402
You could use a change of scenery.
382
00:16:11,436 --> 00:16:13,871
That's actually a really good
idea. We should take the day,
383
00:16:13,906 --> 00:16:16,240
go somewhere nice,
maybe drive to the ocean.
384
00:16:16,275 --> 00:16:17,742
Let's go to church.
385
00:16:17,776 --> 00:16:19,820
You'll find comfort there.
386
00:16:21,933 --> 00:16:23,968
Yeah, go ahead.
387
00:16:23,993 --> 00:16:25,794
Let's go pray.
388
00:16:39,836 --> 00:16:42,104
She is doing fine.
389
00:16:42,489 --> 00:16:44,516
Those chairs will kill your back.
390
00:16:44,541 --> 00:16:46,776
You should go home and get some rest.
391
00:16:46,810 --> 00:16:48,010
I can't.
392
00:16:48,751 --> 00:16:52,648
I can't go home alone
when she's like this.
393
00:16:53,452 --> 00:16:55,643
Thought I'd just stay and read.
394
00:16:55,668 --> 00:16:57,769
Okay. That's fine.
395
00:16:57,794 --> 00:16:59,487
But I can't read either.
396
00:17:00,629 --> 00:17:02,150
Can't concentrate.
397
00:17:02,895 --> 00:17:05,529
It's odd. I've... I've
never had that problem.
398
00:17:06,350 --> 00:17:08,150
I think it's because...
399
00:17:09,234 --> 00:17:11,235
I don't know where she is.
400
00:17:11,750 --> 00:17:14,338
I always know where she is.
401
00:17:14,363 --> 00:17:15,664
Well, she's right here.
402
00:17:15,698 --> 00:17:19,250
It's just as if she's asleep
in the bed next to you.
403
00:17:20,450 --> 00:17:21,950
Not really.
404
00:17:22,705 --> 00:17:24,650
Because she might not wake up.
405
00:17:25,474 --> 00:17:27,208
I feel like...
406
00:17:27,950 --> 00:17:29,384
Like she's sailed away and
407
00:17:29,418 --> 00:17:31,450
I don't know if she's coming back.
408
00:17:31,920 --> 00:17:33,811
That's the feeling, you know?
409
00:17:34,866 --> 00:17:38,092
Michael, we are working
very hard to solve this.
410
00:17:38,160 --> 00:17:39,727
I know.
411
00:17:39,762 --> 00:17:41,727
I know. I just...
412
00:17:42,950 --> 00:17:44,750
I just want her to come back.
413
00:17:46,250 --> 00:17:48,069
I do, too.
414
00:17:50,607 --> 00:17:53,286
This H.L.H.S. case seems impossible.
415
00:17:53,311 --> 00:17:55,679
Mother's pregnant for the third
time, and each baby was stillborn.
416
00:17:55,714 --> 00:17:57,214
Well, this one will be, too.
417
00:17:57,451 --> 00:17:59,486
22Q11 deletion?
418
00:17:59,729 --> 00:18:00,896
She should adopt.
419
00:18:02,232 --> 00:18:03,966
Now this one, however...
420
00:18:04,000 --> 00:18:06,902
Tracheal balloon occlusion for C.D.H.?
421
00:18:06,936 --> 00:18:08,237
Card that puppy.
422
00:18:08,271 --> 00:18:11,440
How do you do this without...
I mean, these stories are awful.
423
00:18:11,474 --> 00:18:13,360
They're patients, Robbins.
424
00:18:13,385 --> 00:18:15,495
The more you find, the more you learn,
425
00:18:15,520 --> 00:18:16,720
the more we save.
426
00:18:16,745 --> 00:18:18,079
It's as simple as that.
427
00:18:18,104 --> 00:18:20,338
Your work is making
these three categories...
428
00:18:20,492 --> 00:18:22,960
Possible, impossible, maybe.
429
00:18:23,027 --> 00:18:25,762
Any other approach is a waste of our time.
430
00:18:30,466 --> 00:18:32,500
Ahh.
431
00:18:34,436 --> 00:18:35,703
Oh, wow.
432
00:18:37,139 --> 00:18:38,439
Holy crap.
433
00:18:38,474 --> 00:18:39,574
It's fate!
434
00:18:39,608 --> 00:18:41,342
Look! It's your sexy tech rep!
435
00:18:41,377 --> 00:18:42,944
Your sexy tech rep!
436
00:18:42,978 --> 00:18:44,946
She... she's not my sexy anything.
437
00:18:44,980 --> 00:18:46,614
Not yet, but she could be.
438
00:18:46,649 --> 00:18:50,167
I came out tonight with
you to... to unwind,
439
00:18:50,192 --> 00:18:51,243
not to...
440
00:18:51,268 --> 00:18:53,936
And she's a... she's a tech rep.
That's a conflict of interest.
441
00:18:53,961 --> 00:18:55,495
Not if we don't buy her transducers.
442
00:18:55,520 --> 00:18:57,054
- Mm.
- They're junk, anyway.
443
00:18:57,079 --> 00:18:59,345
Come on! You gotta get back in the saddle.
444
00:19:00,469 --> 00:19:01,802
And she's got a nice saddle.
445
00:19:01,837 --> 00:19:03,270
Oh, yeah.
446
00:19:03,305 --> 00:19:05,527
What? Whoa. Whoa. What are you doing?
447
00:19:05,552 --> 00:19:07,088
Ahh.
448
00:19:07,183 --> 00:19:08,813
Okay, so listen,
449
00:19:08,855 --> 00:19:10,756
I'm not, uh, really great
at this kind of thing,
450
00:19:10,791 --> 00:19:12,091
so I'm just gonna blurt it out.
451
00:19:12,125 --> 00:19:15,061
I think that you were interested
in more than just our program today.
452
00:19:15,095 --> 00:19:16,329
Oh, you picked up on that?
453
00:19:16,363 --> 00:19:18,397
I was right! Ha ha ha!
454
00:19:18,432 --> 00:19:20,966
I knew it! Okay. So this should be easy.
455
00:19:21,001 --> 00:19:23,969
Owen is a little bit
shy, but he's a great guy.
456
00:19:24,004 --> 00:19:27,047
And, uh... The feeling's mutual.
457
00:19:27,138 --> 00:19:28,439
So...
458
00:19:29,947 --> 00:19:32,016
So what do you say?
459
00:19:32,521 --> 00:19:35,254
I would say that there's
something about him
460
00:19:35,279 --> 00:19:38,248
that doesn't quite...
feel like he's my type.
461
00:19:38,282 --> 00:19:40,250
What?! No! He's...
462
00:19:40,284 --> 00:19:42,752
He's very attractive.
He's nice. He's funny.
463
00:19:43,015 --> 00:19:45,636
People like funny, right? I
mean, come on. Give him a chance.
464
00:19:45,698 --> 00:19:47,078
What about him isn't your type?
465
00:19:47,646 --> 00:19:49,101
He has a penis.
466
00:19:50,236 --> 00:19:51,637
Oh!
467
00:19:51,671 --> 00:19:53,996
Ohh.
468
00:19:54,474 --> 00:19:56,074
Oh.
469
00:19:56,109 --> 00:19:57,806
Wait. No. You were...
470
00:19:58,096 --> 00:20:00,612
You... you were flirty.
471
00:20:00,637 --> 00:20:01,904
I was,
472
00:20:01,939 --> 00:20:03,925
but not with him.
473
00:20:06,176 --> 00:20:07,410
Oh.
474
00:20:08,645 --> 00:20:09,912
Um...
475
00:20:09,947 --> 00:20:11,013
Wow.
476
00:20:11,048 --> 00:20:14,232
I am wildly saddened by my, uh, intense...
477
00:20:14,257 --> 00:20:15,858
Lack of game right now.
478
00:20:15,883 --> 00:20:16,983
I can't believe I didn't see that coming.
479
00:20:17,018 --> 00:20:18,351
I... there was a time
when I would've been all,
480
00:20:18,386 --> 00:20:19,386
"that's right. I know it's me."
481
00:20:19,420 --> 00:20:21,804
But right now, I'm just like, uh,
482
00:20:21,829 --> 00:20:23,997
"uh... "
483
00:20:24,022 --> 00:20:26,222
'Cause, uh, you looking at me like that...
484
00:20:26,260 --> 00:20:27,861
- You are gorgeous, by the way.
- Uh...
485
00:20:27,895 --> 00:20:29,229
Do people just tell you that all the time?
486
00:20:29,263 --> 00:20:30,563
Because you are gorgeous.
487
00:20:30,598 --> 00:20:32,265
I'm not.
488
00:20:32,299 --> 00:20:33,566
Am I?
489
00:20:33,601 --> 00:20:34,701
No.
490
00:20:34,735 --> 00:20:36,369
Am I?
491
00:20:36,403 --> 00:20:39,906
No. Wait. No, no. Wait, wait.
Stop. Stop, stop, stop, stop.
492
00:20:40,383 --> 00:20:42,785
- Not into women?
- No, no, no. I am, totally.
493
00:20:42,819 --> 00:20:44,669
Women. Men. People, really.
494
00:20:44,694 --> 00:20:47,395
I'm just... I'm just... I'm just...
I'm just not really shopping right now.
495
00:20:47,430 --> 00:20:49,331
I'm... I'm divorced.
496
00:20:49,365 --> 00:20:52,724
And it's... Was recent and painful
497
00:20:52,749 --> 00:20:53,950
and brutal.
498
00:20:53,975 --> 00:20:55,943
Brutal, actually.
499
00:20:56,640 --> 00:21:00,140
Well, if you wanna forget
for just a little while,
500
00:21:00,276 --> 00:21:02,210
I fly out tomorrow.
501
00:21:02,244 --> 00:21:04,640
Doesn't have to be anything
more than one night.
502
00:21:05,840 --> 00:21:08,049
I would love...
503
00:21:09,418 --> 00:21:11,792
I would love to love
that. I'm just not ready.
504
00:21:11,817 --> 00:21:13,351
I'm... I'm so sorry.
505
00:21:18,324 --> 00:21:19,624
W...
506
00:21:25,222 --> 00:21:26,842
- Hi, guys.
- Hey.
507
00:21:26,897 --> 00:21:27,963
You're here late.
508
00:21:27,998 --> 00:21:29,498
Well, we're on a timeline.
509
00:21:29,533 --> 00:21:32,349
I, uh, was taking a
look at Dr. Wall's notes,
510
00:21:32,374 --> 00:21:33,875
and I found some contradictory information.
511
00:21:33,909 --> 00:21:35,543
He was the second opinion?
512
00:21:35,577 --> 00:21:37,378
Wall is where?
513
00:21:37,412 --> 00:21:38,779
Case Western.
514
00:21:38,814 --> 00:21:39,881
Uh, he was third.
515
00:21:39,915 --> 00:21:41,048
Mm. He's radiation.
516
00:21:41,083 --> 00:21:43,384
Right. Just getting my dates straight.
517
00:21:43,943 --> 00:21:45,086
What are all these?
518
00:21:45,120 --> 00:21:46,687
Cases. Fetuses.
519
00:21:46,722 --> 00:21:48,889
Each card represents a fetus that I'm gonna
520
00:21:48,924 --> 00:21:50,404
teach Robbins how to fix.
521
00:21:50,429 --> 00:21:54,732
That I... estimate we can
get to in the time I have.
522
00:21:54,767 --> 00:21:57,035
- And those?
- Uh, these?
523
00:21:57,069 --> 00:22:00,513
No. These are the ones that I could save,
524
00:22:00,538 --> 00:22:02,167
uh, if I had time.
525
00:22:02,427 --> 00:22:05,459
You should just think of
them as babies who will die
526
00:22:05,509 --> 00:22:07,043
if it turns out that you're full of crap
527
00:22:07,078 --> 00:22:08,645
and can't take out my tumor.
528
00:22:09,329 --> 00:22:11,781
Ah. No pressure.
529
00:22:11,816 --> 00:22:13,650
Oh, no. Pressure.
530
00:22:13,684 --> 00:22:15,952
We're... we're on a timeline here, right?
531
00:22:15,986 --> 00:22:17,687
Try being me.
532
00:22:24,061 --> 00:22:25,628
Okay.
533
00:22:27,441 --> 00:22:29,108
Dr. Meadows, labor and delivery.
534
00:22:29,142 --> 00:22:31,091
Dr. Meadows, labor and delivery.
535
00:22:38,819 --> 00:22:40,486
Oh, good! You're home!
536
00:22:40,520 --> 00:22:42,688
Just in time for dinner.
537
00:22:42,723 --> 00:22:44,223
Smells good.
538
00:22:44,630 --> 00:22:46,498
How was church?
539
00:22:46,532 --> 00:22:47,833
The choir was there,
540
00:22:47,867 --> 00:22:50,602
practicing for their
service tomorrow night.
541
00:22:50,636 --> 00:22:52,637
Really beautiful. We should all go to it.
542
00:22:52,672 --> 00:22:54,005
Ah, I don't think
543
00:22:54,040 --> 00:22:56,875
we'll know what we'll be
up for tomorrow, Karen.
544
00:22:56,909 --> 00:22:59,778
Because of the test results?
545
00:22:59,812 --> 00:23:03,481
April told me about
the test, and I told her
546
00:23:03,516 --> 00:23:06,574
there's really no point in
even getting those results.
547
00:23:06,599 --> 00:23:09,306
- Excuse me?
- God gives what he wants to give.
548
00:23:09,331 --> 00:23:11,852
No test is going to change that.
549
00:23:11,877 --> 00:23:15,012
And April's already so upset, so stressed.
550
00:23:15,074 --> 00:23:16,641
It's not good for the baby.
551
00:23:16,675 --> 00:23:20,420
Just focus on loving
that sweet little baby.
552
00:23:20,476 --> 00:23:22,140
That's all that matters.
553
00:23:22,165 --> 00:23:24,589
No, that's definitely not all that matters.
554
00:23:24,614 --> 00:23:27,315
I know. It's hard to understand sometimes
555
00:23:27,350 --> 00:23:28,950
how His plan will unfold.
556
00:23:28,985 --> 00:23:31,581
Yeah, but I'm not worried
about His plan, am I?
557
00:23:31,606 --> 00:23:32,807
I'm worried about our plan.
558
00:23:32,832 --> 00:23:34,933
He never gives us more than we can handle.
559
00:23:34,958 --> 00:23:36,058
Getting the results,
560
00:23:36,083 --> 00:23:37,917
being informed about
our baby's condition...
561
00:23:37,942 --> 00:23:40,634
- that's how we handle it.
- I called our pastor at home.
562
00:23:40,786 --> 00:23:43,088
April spoke to him at
length. He was very helpful.
563
00:23:43,122 --> 00:23:44,216
April.
564
00:23:44,241 --> 00:23:46,532
Me. Let me help you.
565
00:23:46,557 --> 00:23:48,940
Whatever happens, we
will shoulder the burden
566
00:23:48,965 --> 00:23:50,957
- when it is placed upon us.
- We will.
567
00:23:50,982 --> 00:23:52,509
You and I. We'll shoulder the burden.
568
00:23:52,535 --> 00:23:53,801
She's just trying to help.
569
00:23:53,826 --> 00:23:56,261
Is she, though? Really? Is she helping?
570
00:23:56,286 --> 00:23:58,267
Don't snap at her.
571
00:23:58,308 --> 00:23:59,841
- Don't talk to her in that tone.
- What tone?
572
00:23:59,876 --> 00:24:01,677
I'm not talking using a tone.
I'm trying to understand.
573
00:24:01,711 --> 00:24:02,978
You're trying to talk my little girl
574
00:24:03,012 --> 00:24:05,814
into doing something she
knows in her heart and soul
575
00:24:05,848 --> 00:24:06,948
she does not want to do.
576
00:24:06,983 --> 00:24:08,317
I'm not trying to talk her into anything.
577
00:24:08,351 --> 00:24:10,870
I'm supporting her in trying
to make the best choice possible
578
00:24:10,895 --> 00:24:12,362
for our baby, for her, for our family.
579
00:24:12,396 --> 00:24:14,464
This is between April and her God.
580
00:24:14,499 --> 00:24:17,063
- Okay.
- And if you think she is going to agree
581
00:24:17,088 --> 00:24:19,128
- to abort her child...
- Our child!
582
00:24:19,136 --> 00:24:20,881
- You are...
- Get that straight. It's our child.
583
00:24:20,906 --> 00:24:22,868
Stop it! Stop it! Stop it! Stop it!
584
00:24:22,956 --> 00:24:24,765
None of this is helping!
585
00:24:24,820 --> 00:24:27,246
You are not helping, neither of you.
586
00:24:27,345 --> 00:24:28,745
I am standing here,
587
00:24:28,779 --> 00:24:31,027
listening to you tell me that
God only gives me one choice,
588
00:24:31,052 --> 00:24:33,882
and you telling me that I
should forgo God's choice.
589
00:24:33,907 --> 00:24:35,941
And the truth is, I don't know anything
590
00:24:35,966 --> 00:24:40,336
expect that I am scared
and sad and I'm alone.
591
00:24:40,461 --> 00:24:42,362
You're both just standing there,
592
00:24:42,396 --> 00:24:43,897
yelling at each other and talking at me,
593
00:24:43,931 --> 00:24:47,934
but I am alone, and it is terrifying!
594
00:24:47,968 --> 00:24:50,503
And the louder you get,
the more terrified I become,
595
00:24:50,538 --> 00:24:54,207
so I just need you both to just shut up!
596
00:24:54,992 --> 00:24:57,944
Can you... Can you do that?
597
00:24:57,978 --> 00:25:02,259
Can you please... can you
please both just shut up?
598
00:25:17,963 --> 00:25:19,864
What are you guys still doing here?
599
00:25:19,898 --> 00:25:23,273
We're solving a tumor by 3-D printing it.
600
00:25:23,298 --> 00:25:24,798
Yeah.
601
00:25:24,833 --> 00:25:26,267
What are you still doing here?
602
00:25:26,301 --> 00:25:27,935
Also solving a tumor.
603
00:25:28,003 --> 00:25:29,803
Maybe you should 3-D print your tumor.
604
00:25:29,838 --> 00:25:32,506
Visibility is not my problem.
605
00:25:32,540 --> 00:25:36,343
I can see my tumor in
all its problematic glory,
606
00:25:36,378 --> 00:25:38,343
and it's giving me the middle finger
607
00:25:38,368 --> 00:25:40,636
in front of Richard Webber
and a bunch of residents.
608
00:25:40,670 --> 00:25:42,271
Where are the kids?
609
00:25:42,909 --> 00:25:44,039
Upstairs.
610
00:25:44,073 --> 00:25:46,308
Daycare. Nightcare. Whatever care.
611
00:25:46,342 --> 00:25:47,776
It's open 24 hours.
612
00:25:47,810 --> 00:25:50,412
You know that's only for
surgeons on call, right?
613
00:25:50,446 --> 00:25:52,996
Bailey, don't judge me. Derek lives in D.C.
614
00:25:53,021 --> 00:25:55,422
No, I'm saying if they ask you,
615
00:25:55,457 --> 00:25:57,091
make up something about being on call.
616
00:25:57,125 --> 00:25:59,660
When I had my genome lab,
I was on call twice a week.
617
00:25:59,694 --> 00:26:01,619
You all realize that printing this thing
618
00:26:01,644 --> 00:26:03,512
is gonna take, like, five more hours?
619
00:26:03,546 --> 00:26:04,980
- 7-ish.
- 7 hours and 20 minutes.
620
00:26:05,014 --> 00:26:06,515
7 and a half.
621
00:26:06,549 --> 00:26:09,973
I'm just saying you could go
home, sleep, and then come back.
622
00:26:10,620 --> 00:26:13,155
Someone has to stay in
case the printer crashes.
623
00:26:14,657 --> 00:26:16,391
Plus, I don't mind. I like the sound.
624
00:26:16,425 --> 00:26:18,043
It's kinda soothing.
625
00:26:21,343 --> 00:26:24,436
It feels weird to sleep alone.
626
00:26:24,461 --> 00:26:27,329
I'm not used to it. I don't know why.
627
00:26:27,364 --> 00:26:30,532
He used to go away all the time,
628
00:26:30,567 --> 00:26:32,434
but this time, he's...
629
00:26:32,469 --> 00:26:34,103
He's gone,
630
00:26:34,137 --> 00:26:36,672
and I know he's gone.
631
00:26:37,065 --> 00:26:38,943
And the bed feels lonely.
632
00:26:41,405 --> 00:26:44,574
It's like I don't know how to sleep alone.
633
00:26:44,734 --> 00:26:46,402
You don't.
634
00:26:46,436 --> 00:26:49,471
I mean, before three months
ago, any time I called your house
635
00:26:49,506 --> 00:26:51,974
or came over or skyped or whatever,
636
00:26:52,478 --> 00:26:53,879
Cristina was there.
637
00:26:53,913 --> 00:26:56,279
There's no way you ever slept
alone. I mean, you had Derek.
638
00:26:56,304 --> 00:26:57,771
And if you didn't have
Derek, you had Cristina.
639
00:26:57,806 --> 00:26:59,581
I'm guessing if it came down to it,
640
00:26:59,606 --> 00:27:02,583
you were, like, the middle
spoon in the middle of
641
00:27:02,608 --> 00:27:05,276
a very weird spooning situation.
642
00:27:07,282 --> 00:27:09,449
I've never met a less alone person
643
00:27:09,484 --> 00:27:10,851
than you used...
644
00:27:11,444 --> 00:27:13,387
Used to be.
645
00:27:15,723 --> 00:27:18,414
I have to learn to sleep alone.
646
00:27:20,191 --> 00:27:21,793
Ben snores.
647
00:27:21,818 --> 00:27:24,253
And he sometimes talks in his sleep.
648
00:27:24,287 --> 00:27:25,521
And he's hot.
649
00:27:25,555 --> 00:27:27,183
Like... a furnace.
650
00:27:27,208 --> 00:27:29,109
Like flames shootin' out of him.
651
00:27:29,144 --> 00:27:31,211
He's lucky I love him.
652
00:27:31,246 --> 00:27:34,587
And he's a resident and
hardly home at night.
653
00:27:34,949 --> 00:27:36,383
Or he'd be dead.
654
00:27:39,020 --> 00:27:41,421
I miss sleeping with a man in my bed.
655
00:27:41,456 --> 00:27:43,657
You know, facing away from each other,
656
00:27:43,682 --> 00:27:47,625
barely touching expect for just
the arm thrown over your waist.
657
00:27:48,487 --> 00:27:50,254
When I'd wake up at night,
658
00:27:50,289 --> 00:27:51,806
terrified of...
659
00:27:52,858 --> 00:27:54,206
me,
660
00:27:54,960 --> 00:27:56,606
I liked knowing he was there
661
00:27:57,529 --> 00:27:59,306
and I wasn't by myself.
662
00:28:06,506 --> 00:28:10,212
I cannot sleep with
someone lying next to me.
663
00:28:10,237 --> 00:28:11,751
Literally cannot.
664
00:28:12,072 --> 00:28:14,472
My one serious guy? Dean.
665
00:28:14,808 --> 00:28:17,706
Dean just loved to spoon and snuggle,
666
00:28:18,012 --> 00:28:21,214
and I would just... lie there,
667
00:28:21,451 --> 00:28:23,622
Staring up silently,
668
00:28:23,647 --> 00:28:25,915
counting the seconds
until he would fall asleep
669
00:28:25,950 --> 00:28:28,084
and I could sneak off to sleep on the sofa.
670
00:28:28,118 --> 00:28:29,352
And then I'd sneak back into bed
671
00:28:29,386 --> 00:28:31,354
before he woke up in the morning.
672
00:28:31,388 --> 00:28:34,057
Yeah, people think that's a cute
story. It's not a cute story.
673
00:28:34,124 --> 00:28:36,649
That sofa was hard as
a rock. I was exhausted.
674
00:28:38,429 --> 00:28:39,929
Dean is a really sweet guy.
675
00:28:39,997 --> 00:28:43,050
He's tall and kind.
676
00:28:43,704 --> 00:28:45,272
Civil rights lawyer.
677
00:28:45,322 --> 00:28:47,170
He's funny.
678
00:28:47,748 --> 00:28:51,410
So when he proposed, I explained to him
679
00:28:51,483 --> 00:28:52,850
about the sleeping.
680
00:28:52,918 --> 00:28:54,084
I said, "you know,
681
00:28:54,119 --> 00:28:56,788
maybe you could sleep
in a room down the hall."
682
00:28:56,892 --> 00:28:58,826
I wanted to sleep alone.
683
00:29:00,303 --> 00:29:01,437
And what happened?
684
00:29:01,893 --> 00:29:05,402
Well, he is now married to someone
who loves to spoon and snuggle.
685
00:29:07,299 --> 00:29:09,633
And I sleep like a baby every night.
686
00:29:11,936 --> 00:29:14,385
I might be too good at being alone.
687
00:29:23,615 --> 00:29:26,570
Maybe I could... print a Derek.
688
00:29:28,486 --> 00:29:30,721
Just for sleeping.
689
00:30:03,045 --> 00:30:04,478
Hey, move your butts.
690
00:30:11,763 --> 00:30:14,065
Hello again, cyclops.
691
00:30:14,090 --> 00:30:16,124
It is crazy cool amazing.
692
00:30:16,159 --> 00:30:17,292
It could not be more amazing.
693
00:30:17,360 --> 00:30:18,961
Okay, hit me. What's next?
694
00:30:18,995 --> 00:30:21,396
I think we can divide the diaphragm
695
00:30:21,431 --> 00:30:24,233
to resect the pericardial component
696
00:30:24,258 --> 00:30:26,534
- of the tumor.
- But carefully.
697
00:30:26,559 --> 00:30:28,737
We'll need to dissect 2 to 3 centimeters
698
00:30:28,762 --> 00:30:32,249
proximal to the I.V.C.
first to control flow.
699
00:30:32,274 --> 00:30:33,690
Yep, and then we can clamp
700
00:30:33,734 --> 00:30:36,836
and create the veno-venous bypass flap.
701
00:30:36,870 --> 00:30:39,072
You sure you don't wanna do a sternotomy?
702
00:30:39,106 --> 00:30:41,582
Now you have something to
say? Where were you yesterday?
703
00:30:41,607 --> 00:30:43,341
- You should've showed me this.
- Karev, what's your point?
704
00:30:43,376 --> 00:30:45,043
Well... I would do McGinn's technique
705
00:30:45,078 --> 00:30:46,978
to access the chest with less invasiveness
706
00:30:47,013 --> 00:30:50,048
to avoid diaphragmatic
hernia postradiation.
707
00:30:51,317 --> 00:30:54,606
- He's got a point.
- Back to the beginning.
708
00:31:12,426 --> 00:31:14,293
Okay, so feel this right here.
709
00:31:14,328 --> 00:31:15,561
Okay, that's... What?
710
00:31:15,595 --> 00:31:18,197
Like, 5 centimeters
superior to the renal vein?
711
00:31:18,231 --> 00:31:19,298
Okay, but stop.
712
00:31:19,333 --> 00:31:21,067
Close your eyes
713
00:31:21,101 --> 00:31:23,015
- and just feel.
- Okay.
714
00:31:23,040 --> 00:31:26,125
Because all we have to
go on is muscle memory.
715
00:31:26,534 --> 00:31:29,870
Um, it's... 2 fingerbreadths
716
00:31:30,347 --> 00:31:32,782
from the confluence of the hepatic veins.
717
00:31:32,807 --> 00:31:35,876
And then we anastomose
the bifurcated graft.
718
00:31:36,256 --> 00:31:38,097
- Bailey?
- Yeah.
719
00:31:38,441 --> 00:31:39,775
Write that up.
720
00:31:49,519 --> 00:31:51,346
You're their board bitch.
721
00:31:51,371 --> 00:31:53,217
- You're jealous, aren't you?
- No.
722
00:31:53,256 --> 00:31:54,356
A little.
723
00:31:54,390 --> 00:31:56,358
- Wilson!
- Oh, yeah. Uh, on it.
724
00:32:02,332 --> 00:32:05,612
Okay, my finger is in
the foramen of Winslow.
725
00:32:05,637 --> 00:32:07,038
Bailey, can you feel me?
726
00:32:07,072 --> 00:32:08,372
Yeah, I'm right behind you.
727
00:32:08,407 --> 00:32:11,108
I can feel the edge of the lesser omentum.
728
00:32:11,143 --> 00:32:12,577
I think that gives me enough space
729
00:32:12,611 --> 00:32:14,645
to control the porta hepatis.
730
00:32:14,680 --> 00:32:15,746
Mm-hmm.
731
00:32:15,781 --> 00:32:17,882
Yes. Yes. I can palpate a good window.
732
00:32:17,916 --> 00:32:20,184
Good. That works.
733
00:32:21,653 --> 00:32:23,937
- No.
- All right, what next?
734
00:32:23,992 --> 00:32:25,059
There is no next.
735
00:32:25,093 --> 00:32:26,193
The wound-V.A.C. has frank blood.
736
00:32:26,227 --> 00:32:28,295
She's bleeding. We have
to get her up to the O.R.
737
00:32:28,329 --> 00:32:30,431
- You need an extra set of hands?
- Yes. Wilson's.
738
00:32:30,465 --> 00:32:33,399
Take that white board. Bring
it up where everyone can see it.
739
00:32:33,424 --> 00:32:36,225
We haven't even gotten to the
retroperitoneal dissection yet.
740
00:32:36,260 --> 00:32:39,395
We will when we get up there.
We'll figure it out as we go.
741
00:32:41,365 --> 00:32:43,366
You are coming with me.
742
00:32:44,968 --> 00:32:47,794
I'm into the retrohepatic
area. More suction.
743
00:32:47,819 --> 00:32:50,081
Okay, then you're on to step two.
744
00:32:50,106 --> 00:32:53,140
Step two... access the pericardial I.V.C.
745
00:32:53,165 --> 00:32:55,135
Bailey, a little more retraction?
746
00:32:55,160 --> 00:32:57,140
Okay, I'm at the pericardium.
747
00:32:57,422 --> 00:33:00,630
Well, it branches 2
centimeters in either direction,
748
00:33:00,655 --> 00:33:01,722
so you're close.
749
00:33:01,747 --> 00:33:03,036
Damn it. Adhesions here, too.
750
00:33:03,061 --> 00:33:04,528
There's too much blood. Suction!
751
00:33:04,553 --> 00:33:06,755
I need to do a partial
resection of the liver,
752
00:33:06,780 --> 00:33:08,222
but I just can't see to do it.
753
00:33:08,247 --> 00:33:10,982
Same problem up here. Can I
get some more suction, please?
754
00:33:11,027 --> 00:33:13,907
Should we control the hepatic veins
755
00:33:13,932 --> 00:33:15,860
- and resect part of the liver?
- I'm trying.
756
00:33:15,885 --> 00:33:20,146
I think that's the only way. But without
visibility, I might hit a major vessel.
757
00:33:20,171 --> 00:33:21,399
Pierce?
758
00:33:21,960 --> 00:33:23,303
I can't see the field.
759
00:33:23,341 --> 00:33:25,142
Yeah, I can't see anything.
760
00:33:26,654 --> 00:33:28,936
Crap. They're drowning.
761
00:33:28,961 --> 00:33:30,695
I'm not sure the model's gonna help them.
762
00:33:30,730 --> 00:33:32,797
It's not telling them any
more than the scans did.
763
00:33:32,832 --> 00:33:34,227
And they still can't see enough to...
764
00:33:34,252 --> 00:33:35,629
The model is how they'll see,
765
00:33:35,654 --> 00:33:37,821
without adhesions and bleeding in the way.
766
00:33:37,877 --> 00:33:40,378
How the pieces relate to her anatomy.
767
00:33:40,403 --> 00:33:41,831
It's the big picture.
768
00:33:42,800 --> 00:33:44,834
Oh, my God.
769
00:33:44,859 --> 00:33:46,092
I get it.
770
00:33:48,600 --> 00:33:49,900
You're welcome.
771
00:33:58,076 --> 00:33:59,343
How's it coming?
772
00:33:59,377 --> 00:34:01,562
You know, by millimeters.
773
00:34:01,587 --> 00:34:03,755
Your notebook-wielding minions got bored
774
00:34:03,789 --> 00:34:05,690
and ditched me for another tumor.
775
00:34:05,724 --> 00:34:08,475
Well, I thought you might need this.
776
00:34:09,094 --> 00:34:11,398
Are you keeping tabs on me?
777
00:34:11,423 --> 00:34:13,045
Is that what's happening?
778
00:34:13,070 --> 00:34:14,675
No. Why would you say that?
779
00:34:15,139 --> 00:34:16,906
Because you might be worried about me,
780
00:34:16,940 --> 00:34:18,141
and that I...
781
00:34:18,175 --> 00:34:20,818
Have decided I can do
something that cannot be done
782
00:34:20,843 --> 00:34:22,952
just so that I can prove that I am okay
783
00:34:22,977 --> 00:34:25,045
and that I deserve to be here.
784
00:34:25,075 --> 00:34:26,714
That I'm overreaching.
785
00:34:26,748 --> 00:34:28,975
Should I be keeping tabs on you?
786
00:34:29,551 --> 00:34:31,152
I mean,
787
00:34:31,186 --> 00:34:33,154
you saw the look on those
residents' faces yesterday.
788
00:34:33,188 --> 00:34:35,122
They think that I am certifiable.
789
00:34:35,157 --> 00:34:37,124
And... Why shouldn't they?
790
00:34:37,159 --> 00:34:39,798
Why should I think that I can do this?
791
00:34:39,823 --> 00:34:42,068
Why shouldn't I think that
I'm gonna kill this woman
792
00:34:42,093 --> 00:34:44,460
- and all those little babies with her?
- You are not doing that.
793
00:34:44,494 --> 00:34:47,629
- Nobody thinks that this can work.
- No one understands it.
794
00:34:48,898 --> 00:34:51,367
You were talking way over
those residents' heads.
795
00:34:51,401 --> 00:34:54,603
And you think so fast it made my eyes spin.
796
00:34:54,637 --> 00:34:56,538
But you have a plan.
797
00:34:56,573 --> 00:34:59,575
And just because you're the
only one that can see the endgame
798
00:34:59,609 --> 00:35:02,244
doesn't mean that you're wrong.
799
00:35:02,278 --> 00:35:04,346
It just means it's lonely.
800
00:35:05,410 --> 00:35:07,227
And scary.
801
00:35:08,510 --> 00:35:11,286
You'd be a fool if you weren't scared.
802
00:35:15,263 --> 00:35:16,736
I'm gonna leave you be.
803
00:35:16,761 --> 00:35:19,554
Ugh. Don't. Then I'll
be alone with this thing.
804
00:35:23,983 --> 00:35:25,760
What you were talking about yesterday...
805
00:35:25,785 --> 00:35:27,819
The whole big, beautiful body?
806
00:35:27,844 --> 00:35:29,812
Um, I think I get it.
807
00:35:29,889 --> 00:35:31,023
I think.
808
00:35:31,048 --> 00:35:33,328
So you do the fluoroscein first.
809
00:35:33,353 --> 00:35:34,453
Tell me why.
810
00:35:34,478 --> 00:35:37,147
So you can keep an eye
on the pituitary stalk
811
00:35:37,172 --> 00:35:39,295
- even though you're nowhere near it.
- Because?
812
00:35:39,320 --> 00:35:40,653
Because...
813
00:35:41,125 --> 00:35:45,261
You want to appreciate
the whole thing at once.
814
00:35:45,286 --> 00:35:47,187
- Right?
- Yes.
815
00:35:47,212 --> 00:35:48,812
Thank you.
816
00:35:49,384 --> 00:35:51,151
You can go now.
817
00:35:58,574 --> 00:36:01,689
Oh, there. Got it. Just
ligated the hepatic veins.
818
00:36:01,714 --> 00:36:03,526
- What's next?
- Okay, you just controlled
819
00:36:03,551 --> 00:36:06,190
the lower end of the tumor, so...
820
00:36:06,215 --> 00:36:08,870
That's as far as you
got. That's the last step.
821
00:36:10,020 --> 00:36:12,483
Okay, so next we...
822
00:36:12,508 --> 00:36:15,711
- Dissect around the diaphragm.
- Finish my dissection retroperitoneally.
823
00:36:15,736 --> 00:36:18,504
- Uh, that's...
- Two ways to go.
824
00:36:18,529 --> 00:36:21,623
Her heart can't handle all the clamping.
825
00:36:21,648 --> 00:36:23,782
Whatever we do, we have to do it now.
826
00:36:23,807 --> 00:36:25,141
You mean cut blind?
827
00:36:25,829 --> 00:36:29,650
No. Wait. Jo, bring the cyclops over here.
828
00:36:29,675 --> 00:36:30,842
- On it.
- Bring it over here,
829
00:36:30,867 --> 00:36:32,801
hold it up, turn it slowly.
830
00:36:34,858 --> 00:36:39,028
Okay, so we're gonna anastomose
the graft to the lower end.
831
00:36:39,062 --> 00:36:40,863
And then I'll start
from the upper end, yeah.
832
00:36:40,897 --> 00:36:42,056
Okay.
833
00:36:42,380 --> 00:36:43,647
Find me.
834
00:36:43,672 --> 00:36:45,140
I am at the diaphragm.
835
00:36:45,165 --> 00:36:47,399
6-0 prolene and graft stat.
836
00:36:47,424 --> 00:36:50,092
I'm on top of the right hepatic vein.
837
00:36:50,373 --> 00:36:52,308
This is where we cut, right here.
838
00:36:52,342 --> 00:36:53,560
That's my finger.
839
00:36:54,021 --> 00:36:55,720
Oh. Okay.
840
00:36:55,948 --> 00:36:57,257
No, it's, uh...
841
00:36:57,282 --> 00:37:00,748
Got it. Here. It extends 10
cm off where the veins meet.
842
00:37:00,773 --> 00:37:03,575
Right? This is it. This is it right here.
843
00:37:03,609 --> 00:37:05,171
This is where we cut right here.
844
00:37:06,245 --> 00:37:07,722
How much do you trust that thing?
845
00:37:07,747 --> 00:37:10,071
I'll let you know in a second. Metz.
846
00:37:23,218 --> 00:37:25,389
No excess bleeding.
847
00:37:25,414 --> 00:37:26,714
Not any more than before.
848
00:37:26,748 --> 00:37:28,483
Your dissection was flawless.
849
00:37:28,517 --> 00:37:29,851
Then she's comin' out.
850
00:37:29,885 --> 00:37:34,322
Okay, cyclops, show me that ugly face.
851
00:37:37,259 --> 00:37:41,896
Ugh! So gross and so freaking cool!
852
00:37:41,930 --> 00:37:43,982
Oh! Got some bleeders!
853
00:37:44,007 --> 00:37:47,409
Beautiful bleeders, right
where we can see them.
854
00:38:02,859 --> 00:38:04,293
Oh!
855
00:38:04,327 --> 00:38:08,497
She was... really pretty.
856
00:38:08,531 --> 00:38:11,033
The... woman.
857
00:38:11,067 --> 00:38:13,450
- At the bar.
- Oh.
858
00:38:13,475 --> 00:38:15,986
With the nice transducers.
859
00:38:16,699 --> 00:38:18,834
Ugh. I'm not ready.
860
00:38:18,859 --> 00:38:20,560
You gotta start sometime.
861
00:38:20,585 --> 00:38:22,085
Owen...
862
00:38:22,110 --> 00:38:24,084
The last woman that I kissed in that bar,
863
00:38:24,096 --> 00:38:25,196
I ended up marrying.
864
00:38:25,230 --> 00:38:27,189
Well, maybe just take
the next one home then.
865
00:38:27,214 --> 00:38:28,348
- Uh...
- Right?
866
00:38:28,373 --> 00:38:30,444
Shut up.
867
00:38:30,469 --> 00:38:32,403
Hey, you're not ready either.
868
00:38:32,437 --> 00:38:34,038
You know, I can't even imagine it.
869
00:38:34,063 --> 00:38:36,431
- Mm.
- It's sex.
870
00:38:36,465 --> 00:38:38,867
Sure, you know, I've gone out
and had one-night stands before.
871
00:38:38,901 --> 00:38:40,624
- Mm-hmm.
- But...
872
00:38:41,062 --> 00:38:42,896
I don't know.
873
00:38:42,921 --> 00:38:44,586
I can't...
874
00:38:46,042 --> 00:38:47,586
Something real?
875
00:38:49,111 --> 00:38:51,246
I pulled that icicle out of her chest.
876
00:38:51,280 --> 00:38:54,786
Hell, I bathed her when
she couldn't bathe herself.
877
00:38:55,318 --> 00:38:58,353
I can't imagine belonging
to anyone like that again.
878
00:39:00,289 --> 00:39:02,924
Have we used up all our happy?
879
00:39:04,949 --> 00:39:08,728
You ever afraid of that,
that this is all there is now?
880
00:39:08,753 --> 00:39:10,253
It's like I had a certain amount of happy
881
00:39:10,288 --> 00:39:12,856
that was supposed to last my whole
life, and I've used it all up.
882
00:39:14,258 --> 00:39:15,392
Do you think that's true?
883
00:39:16,627 --> 00:39:18,688
- God, I hope not.
- Huh.
884
00:39:18,696 --> 00:39:20,397
The last true hermit was found
885
00:39:20,431 --> 00:39:24,201
and dragged out of
hiding and into the world.
886
00:39:24,235 --> 00:39:26,203
Most might find his existence sad,
887
00:39:26,237 --> 00:39:27,671
but the hermit knew something we didn't.
888
00:39:29,273 --> 00:39:30,607
Mm! Pause!
889
00:39:30,641 --> 00:39:33,176
No!
890
00:39:33,211 --> 00:39:36,528
Oh! Steph's rocking
neuro with girl Shepherd.
891
00:39:36,553 --> 00:39:39,455
She got assigned her crazy tumor! Yeah!
892
00:39:39,490 --> 00:39:40,857
Who taught you "pause"?
893
00:39:40,891 --> 00:39:43,226
Oh, um, Grey told me about
it when we were scrubbing out.
894
00:39:43,260 --> 00:39:46,095
Great rule. Now...
895
00:39:46,130 --> 00:39:48,331
Unpause.
896
00:39:51,969 --> 00:39:55,094
He knew that when it comes down to it,
897
00:39:56,240 --> 00:39:58,624
even when you're with someone...
898
00:40:08,425 --> 00:40:11,253
Or in the noisy rush of people...
899
00:40:26,877 --> 00:40:28,144
It's just you.
900
00:40:34,703 --> 00:40:36,304
The one you can count on...
901
00:40:38,273 --> 00:40:39,707
And lean on...
902
00:40:41,143 --> 00:40:42,510
And depend on.
903
00:40:45,219 --> 00:40:46,319
It has to be you.
904
00:40:46,353 --> 00:40:48,221
- Hi.
- Hey.
905
00:40:48,255 --> 00:40:50,556
Is something wrong?
906
00:40:50,591 --> 00:40:53,741
No. Just... What are you doing?
907
00:40:54,273 --> 00:40:55,561
Nothing.
908
00:40:55,596 --> 00:40:57,530
Nothing. You?
909
00:40:58,118 --> 00:41:00,334
I'm just lying in bed with my tumor.
910
00:41:00,359 --> 00:41:03,050
Aw! You brought it home.
911
00:41:03,290 --> 00:41:05,196
- Can I see it?
- Mm-hmm.
912
00:41:05,221 --> 00:41:07,171
- And once you figure that out...
913
00:41:07,196 --> 00:41:08,489
That's when being alone...
914
00:41:08,524 --> 00:41:09,635
Well...
915
00:41:10,826 --> 00:41:13,365
It's no 3-D husband, but it's something.
916
00:41:13,390 --> 00:41:14,929
It'll do for now.
917
00:41:14,964 --> 00:41:16,698
Oh, my God. I have to...
918
00:41:16,732 --> 00:41:18,132
Becomes a choice.
919
00:41:35,784 --> 00:41:37,752
Um, it'll be a minute.
920
00:41:43,759 --> 00:41:46,410
Okay.
921
00:41:47,296 --> 00:41:48,629
What?
922
00:41:48,664 --> 00:41:52,099
This is a big guns conversation, isn't it?
923
00:41:56,456 --> 00:41:57,590
Yeah.
924
00:42:00,576 --> 00:42:02,844
April, Jackson,
925
00:42:03,300 --> 00:42:04,734
we have your test results.
926
00:42:08,056 --> 00:42:17,758
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